Welcome back to another Sacred Sunday!
I had a completely different idea of what I wanted to talk about in today’s post, but I put it on the backburner after stumbling across a TikTok video this week—one of those unexpected yet perfectly timed messages the algorithm sometimes dishes out. The man in the video is channeling Bashar, a being believed to have shared insight from beyond for the past 37 years through channel Darryl Anka.
His message? Astrology, tarot, human design—all these "mystical" tools aren't here to dictate or predict our lives. They're permission slips we give ourselves to explore and understand who we are and the experiences we go through. Disregard the misleading cover.
Permission slips—remember those from grade school?
In some ways, that's what we’re doing with these tools. They give us the “go-ahead” to discover parts of ourselves that might have otherwise gone unnoticed. This week’s collective tarot reading spoke to this idea.
We were being nudged into our feminine energy this past week and reminded to embrace, release, and move forward. These tools have been my guides in doing just that, turning what used to feel like failures into fuel for understanding.
My Personal Permission Slips
“My skin was made as thick as it needed to be.”
Tarot and astrology, numerology, human design—each has peeled back another layer of my identity, revealing what I'd previously overlooked or misunderstood. Instead of trying to return to the person I once was, I needed to embrace the person I was born to become. They were never meant to be the same person.
I would clutch onto the past like it was a life raft. If a plan went south, my first instinct was to fix it, as if I was solely responsible for every twist and turn. I used to apologize endlessly, trying to “recorrect” things instead of just… living my actual life. Now? I’m stepping into a space where I can release those patterns with grace. I don’t need to correct or even care about people’s perceptions of me as long as I can accept and know who I am.
These days, I'm okay with not being as outgoing or social as I used to be as a kid. I’m totally fine with being the emotional empath who occasionally yaps on and on about niche topics, has a few close friends instead of a lot of associates, and cherishes her me-time and personal space.
I love being a “lovergirl” who requires softness, understanding, and reciprocation from her partners. I know what I need to receive in order to continue giving. Life isn’t just about pleasing everyone else; I can’t let my own needs go neglected.
I recognize my sensitivities as a power, not a weakness. I set boundaries like I’m the CEO of "Protecting My Peace, Inc." Manipulation? My intuition will warn me and trust that I’ll listen to it before I listen to you. Offers of tough love? Not my thing. My skin was made as thick as it needed to be. I don’t need to be tougher, I’m just meant for a soft love and a soft life.
I’ve also come to appreciate the freedom of having a flexible day—where I can linger over my thoughts at breakfast or dive into a creative rabbit hole without guilt. The 9-to-5 routine? Let’s just say it feels a bit too cramped for me. For a long time, I felt guilty for not sticking to the path society usually lays out for us, but not anymore. I’m at peace knowing my path might not be the traditional one.
Exploring My Permission Slip Toolbox
Astrology: Astrology was my first love in the mystical world, guiding me to embrace the unique ways I show up in life. Discovering my Leo Sun, Virgo Rising, and Libra Moon revealed my need for structure and routine, my bold and warm approach to creativity and self-expression, and my natural pull toward balance and fairness. As I explored the other planets and aspects in my chart, I began to appreciate the many layers of my personality and made space to honor just how beautifully complex I really am.
Tarot: Learning tarot sharpened my intuition in ways I didn’t see coming. It opened my eyes to my lack of trust and belief in myself and how that was being reflected in my personal life. Through readings (including those I share here), I’ve learned to listen to and blindly follow my intuition. My insights have grown increasingly sharper, and it feels almost magical. I’m less dependent on external sources for direction, which is big for me as a recovering people-pleaser.
Human Design: My chart shows that I’m most at ease in cave-like environments that offer privacy, protection, and seclusion—like my room with the door closed, the bathroom, or my car. These spaces bring me a sense of security and comfort, where I can recharge, focus, and process my experiences. While I enjoy socializing, I prefer one-on-one interactions or small, intimate gatherings over large groups. My “nervous touch/buzzing digestion” also explains why I’m constantly reheating my food (yes, it’s not just ADHD); I actually prefer eating in active environments and often find it hard to sit through an entire meal.
Numerology: Discovering that I’m a Life Path Number 9 illuminated my purpose: to make a difference as an “old soul” dedicated to inspiring and uplifting others. This path revealed that my struggles, particularly in early adulthood, are not just obstacles but valuable lessons in the art of releasing and letting go. Initially, I believed I was destined for struggle, but I’ve realized I’m here to purge what no longer serves me and make room for new beginnings. This understanding inspired me to write and create my blog, where I can support and connect with others on their journeys. Embracing my Life Path 9 has fueled my self-discovery and empowered me to share my insights, helping others find their own paths to healing and transformation.
Chakras: Working with my chakras has been about balance. Knowing I’ve got blockages in my heart, third eye, and crown chakras helped me focus on opening up emotionally, trusting my intuition, and connecting with my higher self. I love to meditate every day and focus on different chakras to help maintain energetic equilibrium.
Divination Work and Goddess Connections: Venus (or Aphrodite) approached me as a guide, ushering me into a journey of self-love. If you think a deity is trying to connect with you, pay attention to the subtle signs that might show up—those peculiar synchronicities like dreams, recurring symbols, or a newfound interest in related themes. It could be any deity or god from any tradition or religion! In my case, I already had a love for Greek mythology but was unaware of deity work until TikTok videos about Aphrodite started popping up. Around the same time, I kept pulling The Empress tarot card, which features the symbol of Venus.
Standing in My Power
I’m realizing that these tools aren’t about fortune-telling; they don’t predict our lives but rather reflects them. They serve as mirrors, guiding us to see who we truly are and nudging us toward becoming the best versions of ourselves.
I used to crave validation, often obsessing over fitting in and changing the authentic parts of myself, which only led to greater discontent. But today, I celebrate my untraditional routines and schedule, my quirky traits, and the divine energy I have to share with the world. Each of these aspects contributes to my unique essence, and I’ve learned to embrace them wholeheartedly.
I’ve never felt this confident in myself or in the direction of my life, despite still not knowing where I’m being led. I once thought I wouldn’t make it past the age of 25, but now I’m genuinely excited to face the unknown. These tools have taught me that I’m not here to live a socially prescribed life; I’m meant to live my life—fully and unapologetically. I don’t need to revisit the person I once was because she was merely a version of me shaped by outside expectations. The person I am now is authentic and true.
These insights have shown me that permission slips aren’t just for school field trips; they’re invitations to delve into the deepest, most divine parts of ourselves. So here’s yours: go, explore, and embrace your highest form. Allow yourself the freedom to uncover your passions, challenge the norms, and stand in the power of your authentic self.
As you step into this week, remember that your journey is uniquely yours, filled with potential and possibilities. Embrace every moment and take each step with confidence. I hope you all have an amazing week ahead, and I can’t wait to connect again next time!
- Jordan💛
i love this! great way to start off my sunday