Tarot Insights: A Peek Into My Morning Reading Practice
Finding Ecstasy in the Tower Moment
Before the world touches me—before the scroll, the news, the noise—I meet myself at the cards. It’s become a non-negotiable ritual. I don’t check my horoscopes. I don’t watch any collective readings. I don’t let anyone else’s energy imprint on mine until I’ve heard from Spirit directly. This is how I stay anchored in my truth.
And anyone can use tarot as an anchor—you don’t have to be spiritual, witchy, or even believe in magic. I didn’t when I first started. I was just depressed and feeling lost in life, but somehow it called to me. What I learned is that all you really need is a willingness to connect with your intuition and strengthen that inner voice—we all have it.
It’s not about predicting the future—it’s about reflecting on the energy being mirrored back to you in the present. And that energy? It can shift at any moment, because free will and divine timing are always in motion.
For me, tarot has shown where I have control—and where I don’t. It’s laid out possible paths, but more importantly, it’s taught me discernment and detachment. You never truly know how things will unfold, and sometimes the most powerful move is letting go of those perfectly curated plans. Spirit already had one lined up before you even realized.
Honestly, it’s helped me navigate life’s ups and downs with way more ease. At this point, my tarot deck is as helpful to me as my therapist. I love them both dearly.
This post is partly a note to self, but also a reminder of how anyone can use tarot. I’ve been sharing collective readings on TikTok, but I’m thinking about doing exclusive ones for my paid subscribers—maybe weekly check-ins to keep y’all aligned and intentional. If that sounds like your vibe, drop a comment and let me know!
Now let’s get into this morning’s cards—because babyyy, they came in HOT.
The Empress and The Tower.
Using a beautiful deck gifted to me by my mother (thanks Mommy!💛) I pulled the divine feminine and divine disruption. Softness and shock. Creation and collapse. All at once.
Here’s what came through, and how I clarified spirit’s message step by step:
The Empress + Shocking + Manifest
She comes in radiating abundance, beauty, fertility, magnetism, and power—but clarified by Shocking and Manifest, I knew this wasn’t going to be a soft, slow bloom. This felt like a rapid manifestation—a blessing that might come suddenly, or even jarringly. Something I’ve been calling in is arriving, but not in the way I expect. It may jolt me, shake me, even scare me a little.
3 of Cups reversed + Intimacy reversed + Divorce reversed
Clarifying the Empress, these cards hinted at emotional distance, disconnection, or something unresolved in a past relationship. It felt like echoes of a separation—a connection once closed that may be circling back around, offering a chance at deeper healing or closure.
There’s something fertile here, yes—but only after the release of attachment and illusion.
The Tower + Challenges reversed + Obsession reversed
Next came the Tower. And honestly? It didn’t feel scary. It felt… earned.
It feels like a clearing of everything that once held me back. The false foundation I was standing on has crumbled—and now, I’m rebuilding my tower stronger, steadier, and more aligned than ever.
Challenges reversed told me the worst is behind me.
Obsession reversed said I’ve finally let go—of chasing, overthinking, fixating.
3 of Pentacles + Depth + Health reversed + Pregnancy
This clarified what the Tower was making space for: true collaboration, deeper intimacy, and possibly even a physical or creative birth. Pregnancy could be literal, sure (Spirit’s been warning me about fertility for months, but considering I just had an ovarian cyst rupture with Nexplanon in my arm, I’m pretty sure that’s not the issue, lol), but it also felt like a metaphor for a new life forming—a relationship being rebuilt on more solid ground, a version of me that’s more integrated, or even the next phase of my spiritual journey.
Yes, this energy may still be tied to a past partner—someone with whom I’ve shared deep emotional and spiritual connections. I believe him to be my twin flame, and Spirit has been working on breaking down my walls with him, teaching me to open up with compassion instead of bitterness. Twin flames don’t always unite in every lifetime, and I just assumed we’d have to try again in another life. So, I began focusing on myself, detaching, and moving on, and his energy felt that.
I know this because he’s been coming through strongly in my dreams and showing up in my daily readings, which are meant to be focused on ME. It’s not surprising, though, considering we’ve communicated telepathically before (had I known back then what that meant, I would’ve realized he was my twin flame sooner). His energy hasn’t let go of mine, so I’m confident his return is imminent.
But Spirit has been clear since the first time his energy resurfaced: if it’s meant to be, he has to make the move. I’ve done the work, and now he’s playing catch-up. His spirit guides are working with him to show up differently—he has to release the past, just as I have. Old beliefs, habits, triggers... If he doesn’t, we’ll just fall into the same cycle that’s meant to be ending this year. So, it’s now or never, and my job is to stay discerning when he arrives. To make sure he’d actually be coming in correct.
My Oracle Messages: Ecstasy, Take a Chance, and Memento Mori
From my Power deck (thanks again Daddy!) came the word Ecstasy, reminding me that joy isn’t just found in light—it’s rooted in the shadows, too. In our instincts. In our bodies. In our wildness. If we can quiet ourselves and listen, our bodies tell us all we need to know about how to live in ecstasy and what we need to do to achieve it.
We weren’t born to play small—we were born to run free like lions, to live deeply, to feel it all!!!
Then came the message: Take a Chance.
Step outside the comfort zone. Whether this applies to love, my manifestation to move, or possibly a bold decision in my spiritual business—I’m being asked to leap. To bet on myself.
And finally, Memento Mori.
The meaning is in the middle.
In the breath. In the choice. In this moment.
This isn’t time for black-and-white or all-or-nothing thinking. I have to meet myself, and possibly another person, in the middle. Things still feel blurry and confusing— that’s okay. I can choose to find excitement in the mystery rather than anxiety. Everything doesn’t have to be figured out right now, it will all become clear soon.
What I Took Away
Today’s reading felt like a message of rebirth. Something I’ve been manifesting is on its way—likely a relationship healing, a chance to rebuild, or a move that shifts everything. The Tower doesn’t scare me anymore. If anything, I welcome it. I’ve done the work. I’ve let go of my attachments. And now, I’m ready to stand—on solid ground, with an open heart, and deeper trust in my own divine timing.
This is how I begin my days now:
not reacting, but receiving.
Letting Spirit speak before the world does.
Let me know if you’d like to see more of my daily readings broken down like this, or if you’re interested in pulling your own energy each morning—I’ll be sharing tips soon on how to create your own sacred morning ritual with tarot, oracle, and intuitive journaling.
Until then,
May you root deeply, rise wildly, and listen to the messages meant just for you.
With divine vitality,
Jordan💛
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This is lovely! Very well said.